not able to play after the accident

hi, I want to share my problem and ask for some support. I am 35 and I devided all my life to music. As I was very promising child my mother sent me for the classes in playing the piano. All my childhood and youg life was connected with music and developing my skills. I played in the orchestra and I was giving the classess for kids. I enjoyed my life.

Once, when I was comming back from the concert some drunk driver knocked me down just before entering the taxi. As I was opening the door of the vehicle in this moment and the impet was very strong I had amputated two of my finguers and I had the open fracture of the rest of them.

I didn't feel pain as I was thinking only of the fact that it was the last concert in my life. I am suffering from the deep depresion and I am attending the group therapy. Of course, it also affected my private life. I stopped be self sufficiente in 100% and I am ashamed of showing my deformated hands which used to be perfect.

I have already started claiming for the  compensation. My case id difficult as there is investigation if the taxi driver pulled over the car in the proper way (this man was also fired because of the drunk driver). Furthermore, the car which caused my tragedy was stolen and the driver was never caught.

I am typing here because I am helpless. My life has no meaning no and I am not able to earn money. Maybe I will be able to teach kids one more time but I need very expensive operation on my hand. I am on the debt as I have no income at the moment.   

What should I do in order to ger some support quickly. I just want to become able to do what I love and run a quiet life.